Goodbye anxiety..(or not?)

When you start university, you know that you're going to be ''student'' for at last 3-5years. And when you're about to graduate, you know that soon you'll be an unemployed and it feels so bad... it scares you and who knows whats going to happen to you!

This feeling used to stop me from doing exams last year, I was so afraid to end this ''journey''... but now, at 1 exam to finish... I can't wait for the day I will go out of the university and never go back again!
Yesterday I got to know from a colleague that I passed the french III exam and I was so excited that I cried!
One last exam and I'm done! In may, I'm going to graduate

After the last exam, I don't know how it will feel..... freedom from anxiety.. stress.... Dunno... actually I'm still having nightmares about high school, so I guess I'm going to have nightmares about university all my life 


By the way, now I'm going to have breakfast!


xoxo

Paid my dues

Update: I passed the exam, so I think I was right when I thought that I paid the price to pass it by falling!!! ps: got 28/30!

Helloooooooo!!!!

It's been a long day! I woke up at 5,45am to get my bus at 6,40 to go to the university!

When I was walking down the streets in Naples I fell (it was raining) and my jeans got so dirty!!! Damn, my knees still hurt! And a f#cking man passing by said ''oh, you were about to fall''... no sir, i FELL for real!!! I was down on my knees, my bag in the dirty water and the umbrella in my eye (i felt the fabric of the umbrella on my eye ball...)

I just said to myself "okay gods, got the message! This is the price to pass the exam!"

By the way, the other day my mom made pizza!!! sooo delicious!!!!

While I was waiting for the pizza to be ready, I took a pic of Jasper on the tv (he's smart and finds the warm zones of the house)... so cute!

Look at those eyes (*_*) extra kawaii!!!

we also had some papaya! (first time, indeed it was kinda unripe)

and here it is...... pizza with broccoli and sausage (plus some 'provola')!! hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm 

Hmmm I'm hungry going to eat an hamburger (bread, meat, french fries, 'provola' and ketchup)... (I'm willing to go vegan... and actually I don't even like meat -.-)

xoxo

Organizzazione è la chiave per il successo

Visto che gli esami sono a un mese di distanza è arrivato il tempo di organizzarmi i tempi di studio per preparare tre esami: Linguistica Francese 2 orale, letteratura inglese 3 ed estetica così che mi mancheranno solo 4 esami alla laurea.

Gli eventi, lo stress, le difficoltà varie mi hanno impedito psicologicamente di prendere degli esami durante lo scorso anno quindi essendo in ritardo è arrivato il momento di finire questo ciclo della mia vita...


Ammetto che la paura a volte mi blocca, la paura dell'ignoto... la paura di essere un'individuo 'disoccupato'... invece ora sono protetta dal titolo ''studente''... purtroppo in Italia il tasso di disoccupazione è molto alto... sopratutto tra giovani.. Mi piacerebbe lavorare nel 'mondo' turistico... o magari in una scuola o università o (sogno particolare) lavorare in una biblioteca.

Nel frattempo che cercherò di trovare la mia strada lavorativa guidata dalla mia carriera scolastica continuerò a coltivare la mia passione per l'estetica e ce la metterò tutta a far carriera iniziando dal trucco per spose.


La vita è un po' come il monopoli... si possono costruire castelli ... progettare, creare.. ma ci saranno sempre degli imprevisti allora si devono anticipare i tempi e far sì che poi gli amati imprevisti possano venire senza sconvolgere i nostri piani...